this is work in progress or homilies or miscellaneous items
that don't warrant a page by themselves
or seem to fit better here
pending poems index
chronological order is from the bottom to the top of the page
audio files are best listened to with the eyes closed !
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humans are abit like tasmanian devils i think, they will kill and eat
the wounded of their own species !
:
o
)
enlightenment is just another wanking pseudo state : o)
yeah, i have used colliodal silver on cat's eyes and it
works astoundingly well !
it's an outstanding anti-bacterial, however it is also neurotoxic so i would caution against over use, these people who take it daily are all gone in the head : o)
i feel comfortable with that
poem and relate to the girl,
took me years to understand there is no place
:
o
)
mark and fred
( ed. hardcore zen blog posters/douche bags! )
are
a
pair
shitting in
the
public
thoroughfare
they
drop
their
turds
and
place/blow
their
farts
thinking
what
they
do
is
fine
fred and mark
( ed. hardcore zen blog posters/douche bags! )
are
a
pair
shitting in
the
public
thoroughfare
they
drop
their
turds
and
place/blow
their
farts
thinking
what
they
do
is
fine
gender
:
o
)
gender
:
o
)
on the end of the mayan calender 21st december 2012 and the supposed apocalypse
:
o
)
(
maybe the world has always ended and its continuity is just an illusion?
on the end of the mayan calender 21st december 2012 and the supposed apocalypse : o ) (
maybe the world has always ended and its continuity is just an illusion?
on the end of the mayan calender 21st december 2012
maybe the world has always ended and its continuity is just an illusion?
it is humbling to look at federico lorca's
artwork
the music is not too bad, but needs to be turned off
to allow you to concentrate : o)
i actually feel he's a better artist than poet, multi-talented certainly,
it's unbelievable he was shot !
rather startling to think of him playing the piano in the
recording (3.40) and somehow
simultaneously dead, buried in a
ditch between the villages of viznar and alfacar about 5km north east of grenada !
he
delayed
leaving
for
i think semantic pragmatic disorder with dogen was transmuted beyond it's limitations : o)
at his best anyway :o)
unfortunately the vast majority of his work is bedevilled by scripting
i don't think he is really accessible to us because he is difficult to translate and generally or even exclusively the translations are poor quality coupled with textual problems !
it's apity about the tb, i think his expression was maturing at the time of his death : o)
“ money’s a boundary because it makes people feel inadequate
when they shouldn’t ”
leonard cohen, there's something in the rhythm and rhyming that takes his lyrics and poetry beyond the trite into another plane, meta-semantic sonority, coupled with his voice i guess : o )
competent depressive
one who puts themselves at the never-ending service of others to their own disadvantage and the advantage
of these others : o)
competent depressive
one who puts themselves at the never-ending service of others to their own disadvantage and
the advantage of these others : o)
dogen was autistic and had semantic pragmatic disorder !
:
o
)
l
dogen was autistic and had semantic pragmatic disorder !
:
o
)
dogen was autistic and had semantic pragmatic disorder !
the basic problem of modern physics and cosmology is that the laws and theories describe such an elegant, complex and sophisticated
system that works , yet wasn't constructed !
how
do
you/they
explain
that?
biology by contrast is constructed by physics,
chemistry (itself constructed by physics) and evolution
the
only
explanation
for
physics
being
such
a
coherent
system
able
to
support
life is
a multiplicity of
existances
some
very
few
of
which
are
able
to
support
conditions
giving
rise
to
self
-observation
:
o
)
by “multiplicity of existance” i mean a multiplicity of
types of existances as well as of
actual existances, this is in fact a/the theory of everything : o )
does it bother you that you are slowly going insane : o ) ?
:
o
)
does it bother you that you are slowly going insane?
she's
got
a
really
good
voice
somewhere between contralto and baritone : o)
:
o
zen
dogen
quoting
morons
:
o
zen
dogen
quoting
morons
:
o
i'm going to explain something to you pig ignorant arrogant shits, you know it all's who don't know nothing but blather away in mindless and stupid egoism and can't be told a single thing about how wrong you are, zen masters, acolytes, net posting stupids, adam tebbe,
jeff foster the list is endless
it's not sasaki who is interesting as sex maniacs and half arsed zensters are ten a penny, but leonard cohen who got suckered in (you are a competent depressive leonard !) and he's an interesting mix of insight and skewed
but his hallelujah poem/song is interesting and says it all about you half arsed twits who think you can have love with your children, successful and failed relationships, general sluttiness (especially the music crowd!) and infinity/buddha
well you can't which is why zen
emphasizes the inanimate,
but you wouldn't know that on a cloudy day : o)
anyway the lyrics
but all i’ve ever learned from love
was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
it’s not a cry you can hear at night
it’s not somebody who has seen the light
it’s a cold and broken hallelujah
there am i,
banned from or suppressed
on every zen board
between here and the black stump
simply because
i know what i am talking about
and they need my suppression/silence
so the fuckwits can wank on
endlessly
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
adam tebbe, what is a fake? in your case it's one who purports to be doing a so-called zen practice, yet censors and bans materials which are the real zen, but you promote and publicize all these so called zen masters who do nothing but wank themselves : o)
when you censor, that's not zen because you are removing what makes you think and what you need to work on : o)
(ed. adam won't permit this, which i
rather like and wrote very late at night since it seemed to want to come into existance
: o)
it's so inconsistent, you have publicised information about the various
zen sluts like sasaki, genpo shimano and we all know this is endemic
sasaki and shimano were literally serial sex offenders and lucky not to end up in jail !
you broke the zen boundaries, yet you draw your own boundaries and limits, buddha ignores all the wanking zen sluts and you are welcome to join them : o)
what is a fake?
a fake is
one
who
says
one
thing
and
does
another : o) !
:
o
you tell me who is who, well i'm me and you are you, that's who !
you tell me who is who, well i'm me and you are you, that's who !
we are falling all the time, we only have to see it ............
:
o
(
)
this was a reply to a correspondent who claimed to do judo because it's little defeats taught or reminded him about life : o)
i think the joint, concussion and spine risk injuries in judo or other martial arts like taekwondo
(knees !) are just not worth it, you carry the injuries for the rest of your life !
on the other hand i did
tai chi for a while and really liked it, but it got to be too much work in the end so i dropped it, but it did give me a certain confidence in physical threat situations, especially as i am light and tai chi teaches you to use gravity against your opponent : o)
what zen is about is self taught !
the behavior of the teacher doesn't arise as an issue
except as illumination into their limitations !
zen is self taught !
the behavior of the teacher doesn't arise as an issue
except as illumination into their limitations !
evolution
doesn't
care
for
anything
except
reproduction !
intelligence
finesse
artistic
sensibility
are
meaningless
the
grinding
moronic
stupidity
of
endlessly
successful
breeding
adam
( ed. tebbe of sweeping zen ! )
you
don't
know
your
friends
from
your
enemies
your
friends
you
chide
ban
slap
your
enemies
you
promote
permit
entertain
they
eat
you
alive
munch
on
your
head
paws
body
feet
which
you
hold
out
to
them
begging
for
more
ǀ
ǀ
ǀ
ǀ
ǀ
those
sweeping
zen
married
arseholes
used
to
voracious
sucking
up
everything
in
their
sight
you
have
so
little
sense
of
how
things
are
you
won't
even
permit
this
poem
on
your
website
and
will
continue
to
silence
what
helps
you
while
the
roar
of
the
lion/jackals
resounds
in
your
adam
tebbe
you
don't
know
your
friends
from
your
enemies
your
friends
you
chide
ban
slap
your
enemies
you
promote
permit
entertain
they
eat
you
alive
munch
on
your
head
paws
body
feet
which
you
hold
out
to
them
begging
for
sweeping
zen
married
arseholes
used
to
voracious
sucking
up
everything
in
their
sight
you
have
so
little
sense
of
how
things
are
you
won't
even
permit
this
poem
on
your
website
and
will
continue
to
silence
what
helps
you
while
the
roar
of
the
lion/jackels
resounds
in
your
ears !
women
are
trouble
and
there
is
no
resolution
for that for the
male
except
avoidance and
insight into motives : o)
:
o
)
no wonder so many lose it as they get older
i live by myself in the country, meditation is a poor facsimile
of that sort of solitude :o )
after you observe jeff foster for a while, you start to realise he's abit of a hypocrite and a rat bag, as inevitably one who spews that wrong minded stuff must be
why
he's
like
this
i
don't
know,
it's
not
necessary
:
o
(
after you observe jeff foster for a while, you start to realise he's abit of a hypocrite and a rat bag, as inevitably one who spews that wrong minded stuff must be
:
o
)
(